dear destiny,

today is my 20th birthday and my 2nd anniversary with my girlfriend. dope eh? xD

just wanted to say a couple things.. 

1. i’m old as hell.

2. i love my girlfriend x3

3. thank you for remembering, it meant a lot.

yup! thats it haha

oh yeah! it’s also my dad’s birthday too! we have the same birthday, dope ain’t it? xD

i miss.. the nights back when the house was under remodeling, and not having my room built yet. the nights when my computer was in the dining room, and everyone knew when i was awake because the light from the screen. the nights when my bed was in the living room and i could listen to the sounds of the highway as i fell asleep trying to study for a test. the nights when i didn’t have to worry about a job because money wasn’t something that felt necessary to have to have a good time. the nights when i had every type of drama besides relationship drama. the nights when my grandparents would stay over our house, and my grandma could still remember her grandchildren. the nights when my cousins got together all the time and had a good time together, even if it was online through a video game. the nights when my cousins would sleep over for no other reason but to have a good time hanging out and just chilling at our house. the nights when i would be able to call my best friend in the middle of the night and we would just talk about our day. the nights when everything felt right. the nights that made me feel good about life.

not sure if i forgot to mention something or not.

-late.

as for this post being emo? well, i don’t see it that way. nd besides, i always saw tumblr as a place i can vent. so there you go.

do you ever think about me?

why is everything judged by the amount of money you have and material possessions.?

that hurt. damn.. -.-”

if yer gonna say “yeah” to a question like that..

the least you can do is act, or seem like you mean what you just said.